I am afraid of marriage

And he knew only two months, the parties are for the purpose of marriage, all want to in 2011 can find a marry, after understanding and get along with think two personal point of view is about the same, a common topic, but time is short, he said to me, my heart will be glad to marry him, but the but again, I'm afraid I can't accept the marriage will like modern marriage produced many of the same many contradictions and lead to get married soon divorce, I want to marriage is lifetime but is not the for a while, but then again I can't judge will he is the lifetime of people.

They all said married people will be, I fear change, although now he is very kind to me, but if after getting married? I'm afraid of change, I fear often see things happen in my body. I think I can't go to deal with that problem.

Valentine's day is coming soon, but I was looking forward to this day and in fear. Looking forward to is I want to if I accepted his proposal that I can finish it in a great event in life, also be to let parents trust, afraid of is me into another role, is no longer a single, will never be free, will have the family, I am afraid I can't bear to.

I always like this contradiction, see friends when they married yourselves also want to get married, but to see other people because marriage is not about don't want to go into the marriage.

I was always in fear, afraid of marriage problem, now in the marriage derailed this in everyone appear to have is routine matters, but for me, seems to be the can't accept, I fear that their marriage inside will have so of situation.

I don't know if you can accept in his marriage proposal of valentine's day.